Happy New Year!

I wish you all a happy New Year, with all ten of my fingers!

. . . that’s not as much of a non sequitur as it sounds like.

Late last October, I jammed the index finger of my right hand really really hard. Since the joints of that finger already hyperextend rather significantly, I did a serious number on myself — enough so that, after a week or two in which it didn’t seem to be getting better (and may in fact have been made worse, since I kept catching it on things and hurting it every time), I decided to splint it and give it some time to recover. After two weeks or so of it obstinately refusing to do so, I went to the orthopedist; one MRI later, I was officially diagnosed as being one degree of injury short of needing surgery to fix it. The doctor told me to leave it splinted through the end of the year, and so, shortly after midnight, I let my finger out of jail for the first significant amount of time since early November.

I’ve been able to type during that period — the first question I’ve gotten from basically every writer who’s seen me in person since then — but not well; I’ve been very prone to typos and also winding up in wrist contortions that aren’t the best idea, ergonomically speaking. After a mid-December week of crunch time that required me to type quite a lot, I finally set up an auto-responder on my work email telling people not to expect to hear from me until the New Year unless it was urgent. So now I get to dig my way out from under that pile, while simultaneously being careful about not overdoing it. Right now my range of motion in those joints is laughably small, and my first order of business is to gently re-learn how to make a fist. I want that milestone now, but I know better than to lunge for it too fast.

But: I get to at least start on making progress. And that, in its own way, is a good start to 2024. May this year bring us all better things than its predecessor did.

Last story of the year + my 2023 publications!

I think “A Tale of Two Tarōs” — out now in issue #14 of DreamForge Anvil — is going to be the last of my publications in 2023. So 1) it’s out now! Go take a look! Yes, it’s based on a very famous Japanese folktale!, and 2) this seems like a good time to look back at my publications in 2023.

Friends, there was a LOT.

For a whole slew of reasons. I actually wrote very little short fiction this year, but since I produced a ton of it in 2021 and 2022, this is the tail end of that flood. And then on the novel front, one of my them was originally drafted many years ago — having three books out this year doesn’t mean there was a year where I wrote three books. But still and all, it adds up to a very satisfying pile!

All links go to places where you can either read it online or purchase it (those latter are marked).

 

 

 

 

 

 

In addition to all of the above, I also republished all four novels of the Onyx Court series (Midnight Never Come, In Ashes Lie, A Star Shall Fall, and With Fate Conspire), and put out the sixth collection of the New Worlds Patreon. And ran a successful Kickstarter for the Rook and Rose pattern deck.

. . . yeah. On the one hand, I feel very pleased with all I accomplished this year, and on the other hand, no wonder I feel burned out. I hope 2024 is a good year for my writing, but I’ll kinda be okay if it isn’t quite this packed.

Books read, November 2023

In November of last year, seeing how many novels by Native American authors had piled up on my wish lists, I decided to spend the entire month reading only those. It was an interesting experience, giving me the chance to see patterns that might otherwise have slipped past me, but I said at the end that I was unlikely to repeat the experiment — in part because it meant saving up those authors for a concentrated binge, rather than just reading them whenever.

And indeed, since then I’ve been reading them whenever. But as November drew close this year, I realized my wish lists also contained quite a lot of nonfiction about Native American subjects. Given that I’ve been craving nonfiction a bit, I decided it was reasonable to binge that instead.

It’s wound up a smaller binge than I originally envisioned, because I maaaaay have also been lured in by Baldur’s Gate 3 this month. >_> But still, it’s given me the impetus to read some things that have been languishing for a while, and that’s good. Let’s get to it!

Make Your Art No Matter What: Moving Beyond Creative Hurdles, Beth Pickens. Rather obviously not part of this month’s theme; it’s just that the audiobook hold came in right at the start of the month. It also comes with an asterisk, in that I skimmed parts of this — yes, even though it was an audiobook. I skipped ahead in sections where what she was saying was either very familiar or not really applicable to me, and I bypassed a good portion of one chapter entirely. Still, I’m reporting on it because it may be of use to others.

This is not, as I’d hoped, a book about “creative hurdles” in the sense of things like burnout. Instead Pickens, who is a job counselor working specifically artists, is addressing people — especially people with some variety of marginalized identity — who are facing difficulties of other varieties. She talks about how to make time for your art, how to approach the question of money, imposter syndrome, arting about personally traumatic subjects, engaging with your artistic community, and so forth. Being Jewish, she speaks approvingly of having some kind of Sabbath day where you don’t do work (even if it’s hard to get time for your art in the first place), and I also liked her suggestion of choosing one day each month that is allocated for personal administration, i.e. this is when you do things like schedule doctor’s appointments. The most valuable bit in here for me was probably the part where she talks about why artists have trouble being as productive as they want during retreats and residencies, and what techniques you can use to ease yourself more effectively into those situations.

So, yeah: ultimately not what I thought it would be, and not as much use to me as I’d hoped, but possibly exactly what others may need!

Fifteen Poets of the Aztec World, Miguel León-Portilla. There’s not a ton of actual poetry in here because we don’t have a ton of surviving indigenous documents from the pre-contact and peri-contact periods. But this is still a reasonably substantial book because León-Portilla is interested in giving you more than just the bare bones: after an introduction in which he talks about things like what our documentary sources are and how sure we can be that the poems attributed to specific individuals are actually their work, each subsequent chapter gives you as detailed a biographical sketch as possible about the poet and an analysis of their work, before delivering the poem(s), first in Nahuatl, then in English. The poets are grouped regionally, too, e.g. those from Texcoco and its environs, then Tenochtitlan, etc. There’s only one female poet because of the vagaries of what’s survived that has specific attribution (as opposed to “by a woman from Tlaxcala”), but León-Portilla is clear that there are plenty of references to women as poets, even if their work doesn’t survive.

The poems themselves . . . well. I won’t say I find most of them amazing, but there are a lot of obstacles in the way of that. Poetry of any kind is hard to translate in ways that preserve its effect; it gets harder when the surviving manuscripts don’t actually give you line breaks or any discussion of Nahuatl poetic aesthetics, such that the translator also has to guess at how to approach them even in the original. Lots of stuff in here feels like a non sequitur from the previous line, though León-Portilla’s prefatory notes do what they can to smooth out the context, e.g. glossing who a particular named individual is or the fact that people from a certain town were reputed to be drunkards. But the main effect you get from this, whether you like the poetry or not, is a sense that the Mexica and their neighbors were not simply All About War (let alone All About Human Sacrifice): they valued poetry, they had melancholy things to say about how transitory everything in this world is, their rulers (many of the poems are attributable to rulers) sometimes wished they could just be left to enjoy the aesthetic life instead.

Central American Mythology: Captivating Myths of Gods, Goddesses and Legendary Creatures of Ancient Mexico and Central America, Matt Clayton. I almost decided not to buy this book when I saw how short it was: only forty-three pages, and it turns out to be forty-three pages of not very small font and margins, either. But I went ahead and got it anyway because crucially, “Central American mythology” here does not mean “Aztec and Mayan mythology.” He has separate books for those groups — one per; they’re not even lumped together — while this is about other Central American peoples, ones in Panama and Costa Rica and Nicaragua, and a few from Mexico that are not the usual Triple Alliance-adjacent suspects. I would still love something meatier than forty-three pages, but as with the Peruvian book I read last month, however slight this is, it’s more than I had before.

Wisdom Sits in Places: Landscape and Language Among the Western Apache, Keith H. Basso. We read the titular article (of four) from this book back when I was in graduate school, and the most succinct praise I can give it is to say I still remembered it nigh on twenty years later, with enough warmth that I sought the book itself out. (In fact, this title was Reason Number One I decided to focus on non-fiction regarding Native American topics this month.)

It’s a little tough to be concise in summarizing what Basso is getting at here, because it’s something very different from what many of us are used to. The Western Apache of Cibecue and its environs have a very high density of place-names, some of which are descriptive of the landscape itself, others of which commemorate specific events (my favorite of the latter is, and I’m not making this up, “Shades of Shit”). Furthermore, these place-names all have one or more associated narratives, which do things to record tribal history and cultural values. And this all feeds into how the Western Apache think about history and the landscape around them, and how they leverage those things for use in daily life, offering oblique reproof to someone who’s behaving badly by telling a particular (place-associated) story or congratulating them on having finally returned from a place that evokes their errors. Furthermore, because all of these things are linked with specific locations, any time the individual passes by there they’ll be reminded of the lesson, or they can visualize it and the story in their mind’s eye, and all of this leads to the Apache talking about places as spots from which you can “drink” wisdom like water, or saying things about a particular mountain “stalking” them, i.e. serving as a constant prod to behave well.

Me, I find this fascinating, especially since one of the things Basso discusses in passing is how disconnected from place the modern world tends to make many of us. I’m curious what things are like in Cibecue now, since this book is several decades old — though Basso mentions at the end that the fieldwork behind it was conducted decades before the book was finished, and he notes the evolution of this tradition over time, e.g. the coining of new place-names and the adaptation of usage to things like newer housing developments. It’s a welcome reminder that culture doesn’t have to stay fossilized in past forms for the heart of it to survive. Parts of this book get moderately academic in tone, but if you can digest those or are willing to skim past them, I think the parts that document how this practice is conducted (and how Basso came to understand it) are very readable for a non-anthropological audience.

Cahokia and the North American Worlds, Sarah E. Baires. Another extremely short book, but unlike the mythology one above, this one is densely academic: its sixty-two pages are followed by a full twenty-five pages of bibliography. It is, in fact, just a longish academic article published under separate cover — and when I realized what I had picked up, I honestly probably should have bailed. It’s the sort of thing I wouldn’t have even read in graduate school unless I were writing a paper on the subject, especially since I wouldn’t call this particularly well-written on the level of prose and aesthetics. (It fared quite poorly on the heels of reading Basso’s book.)

But, well, I’m bloody-minded, and I persevered. So it was kind of a blast from my own archaeology-studying past, coupled with “huh, so that’s where academic jargon has gone in the last fifteen years.” Despite not liking it very much, I may hang onto it on the vague notion that it would be useful for the alternate history I will probably never write. At less than a hundred pages even with the bibliography, it isn’t like it takes up much real estate on the bookshelf.

Changes in the Land: Indians, Colonists, and the Ecology of New England, William Cronon. This is, at its heart, the ecological study the title implies: a look at how the flora and fauna and natural phenomena like flooding changed during the period of colonization in New England. But (in part because precise documentation is thin), in order to get at those aspects, Cronon has to look far more broadly, at things ranging from the political effects of disease on Native American communities to the concepts of property used by the different societies — I particularly liked his note on the latter that to say the Indians had no concept of private property as the English did is to misrepresent English notions of property almost as badly as Indian ones.

It does make for something of a bleak read, though. Because even if you took the racism out of the picture, the Christian assumption that humans were meant to “improve” and master the land and if you didn’t do that in ways the English recognized it then you clearly had no ownership, even the greed that drove them to despoil the region at a truly astonishing rate . . . it would be really, really tough to make even the benevolent establishment of an English colony be non-destructive to what was there before. Not only the diseases they brought, but the invasive species that rode along in the fodder for their livestock and emerged in their dung, the lack of defenses by local plants to the kind of intensive grazing brought on by cattle instead of deer, the ways in which trying to make the landscape support the English agricultural/pastoral lifestyle meant transforming said landscape in ways that had knock-on effects: all of these and more were inevitably going to change things, and thereby change the lives of the indigenous people whose lives were built around what had been before.

But also the racism and the religious ethnocentrism and the greed. I’m never going to look at clapboard architecture again without remembering that style of architecture is born out of the flagrantly wasteful use of New England forests, as if they would never run out.

The Warden, Daniel M. Ford. Took a break from the nonfiction for this one, because it was sent to me for blurbing and the deadline was December 1st.

This is a very D&D-ish fantasy without quite feeling like an RPG. There are elves and dwarves and gnomes and orcs; there are wizards trained in sub-schools like Abjuration and Evocation and Necromancy. There are not spell slots (thank god; the one Forgotten Realms novel I read that had a wizard protagonist had to lurch painfully around how to discuss that in an in-world fashion), but spells do exist in numerical rders, the higher the order the harder the spell, and casting too many orders of spells in one day is very tiring. So: a distinct D&D flavor.

But it’s livened up by a good sense of humor and more attempt than I see in most novels of this type to pay attention to realism and logistics. The heroine, Aelis, despite being from a wealthy noble family, upon graduation from her wizard school to a godforsaken rural village on the edge of the lands the central kingdoms are attempting to reclaim after losing them to an orcish invasion a generation ago. I like the way the history behind that is doled out here — no infodumps; just bits and pieces of information coming up when the characters would naturally think about or discuss them — and I wonder if the series will eventually give information on why the orcs invaded, since that kind of thing is usually driven by disaster or other invaders back wherever used to be home. Given that orcs are conspicuously treated as not being the bestial savages of traditional D&D fiction and Ford is clearly interested in asking those kinds of questions, I suspect the answer is yes.

We’ll probably also find out whether (as I expect) the deeper underlayer behind the problems Aelis encounters is tied with a certain enemy closer to home . . . but that absolutely does not get answered in this book, which ends with far more of an honest-to-god cliffhanger than I’m used to seeing nowadays. I’m not going to say “don’t buy this until the next one is out” because I know that’s a good way to kill a series and sometimes a career, but do be aware you will close the covers on the exact opposite of a note of resolution.

Dream Drawings: Configurations of a Timeless Kind, N. Scott Momaday. At this point I was traveling, which put a dent in my ability to read the non-fiction I’d gathered for this month (most of which seems not to be available in ebook from my library, and I’d already paid for print copies). But my library system has a lot of Momaday’s works, and I liked the one I’d read last year (The Way to Rainy Mountain), so I used this to partially fill the gap.

It’s officially a poetry collection, though the lineated poems in here are overwhelmingly outnumbered by the prose poems, quite a few of which dance around in the fuzzy zone between that genre and flash fiction. All are very short — no more than a page, even in ebook being read on my phone — and often quite meditative. They also range all over in terms of content, with Momaday being just as apt to write about Billy the Kid or Beowulf or Bucephalus as, say, the last Sun Dance performed by his people, the Kiowa. I didn’t love all of them, but I’m seriously considering buying a copy of this for my shelf.

Laǩhóta: An Indigenous History, Rani-Henrik Andersson and David C. Posthumus. My knowledge of Native American communities is like 95% ethnographic and 5% historical, and that might be a generous estimate. So a book like this, which takes a particular group and focuses on significant people, events, and movements over a span of time, is very helpful.

Mind you, the first section of this is still pretty ethnographic, as it spends three chapters on describing traditional Laǩhóta life prior to forced settlement on the reservations. The next six chapters, though, which make up the bulk of the book, cover the history from initial contacts with white men through to the aftermath of the Wounded Knee Massacre in 1890. The final four chapters then shift back to a more theme-organized focus to talk about twentieth- and twenty-first-century history, covering topics like relations with the federal government, language, spirituality, and more.

As you might expect, this does not always make for a cheery experience in reading. While I very much appreciate the authors’ attention to the concerns, desires, and agency of Laǩhóta individuals, rather than solely depicting them as the passive victims of white aggression — which includes acknowledging the extent to which the Laǩhóta themselves acted as expansionist aggressors against their neighbors such as the Crow and the Arikara — still, the trajectory here is distinctly downward for a good long while, before picking up again circa the 1960s with a re-embrace of tribal identity and traditions. I am rarely as interested in anybody’s twentieth- and twenty-first history as I am in older stuff, but the insight into the various and sometimes conflicting dynamics between movements was quite valuable.

The Death of Sitting Bear: New and Selected Poems, N. Scott Momaday. Another poetry collection because I could get it in ebook. This is the inverse of the previous one, in that it is mostly lineated poetry with the occasional bit of prose interspersed; it is also substantially longer — though still, because poetry, not all that long of a book. Oddly, the slowest part for me to get through was the cycle of one hundred haiku (or senryu or zappai or whatever; I’m not interested in getting hung up on precise terminology) about midway through the book, because however short they were individually, zooming through them all together felt like it would be doing them a disservice. I didn’t notice any overlap between this and the other collection, though, so if you decide you like or are interested in Momaday’s poetry, you can pick up both of these without concern for repetition.

Assassins and Rogues Story Bundle!

Does this time of year make you homicidal? Story Bundle has you covered, with a set of books featuring assassins and rogues — including an omnibus of my own Doppelganger series, with the novels Warrior and Witch plus the prequel novella Dancing the Warrior. Ten ebooks in the full bundle, but thanks to another omnibus, fifteen works total! And if you like, you can donate 10% of what you pay to Mighty Writers, a charity helping kids improve their writing skills. It runs for a little over two weeks from today, but the sooner you get it, the sooner you have a pile of new books to read!

Viking revenge, round two!

If the shipping costs from the UK were prohibitive for you (and let’s face it, they’ve gotten absurd), then may I present an edition of The Waking of Angantyr that might be available closer to home?

cover art for THE WAKING OF ANGANTYR by Marie Brennan, showing a white woman with braided blonde hair and wing-like black paint around her eyes, holding a sword and looking to her left

That’s right, it’s U.S. book day for my Viking revenge epic! Ebook and paperback; the audio edition will be out on December 19th. But if you need something to listen to while you read the words on the page or screen, may I offer my soundtrack for the novel, available in its entirety on Spotify? Curl up with a hot drink and journey to a land of ice and blood . . .

A couple of pieces of news

Book View Cafe is fifteen years old! Which means we can trust it in the kitchen. Long-time readers of the blog know that we’ve had a tradition of posting recipes; now two dozen of us have come together to publish a cookbook. For my own contributions, I chose dishes that have acquired odd names in my household; buy the book to discover the delights of Lorem Ipsum Salad, Garbled Pasta, The Four Cs, Yoon Stew (yes, named for Yoon Ha Lee . . . though not made with bits of him), and The Transitive Property of Marjoram!

And in other news, I finally have a publication date for the audiobook of The Waking of Angantyr! It will be out on December 19th, just in time for Christmas (you know, if the holiday season makes you crave bloody Viking revenge epics — well, given family stresses, it might . . .). The pre-order links haven’t yet gone live at retailers, but I will remind closer to the pub date!

Books read, October 2023

Noting here for posterity: in October I started reading the Shahnameh. I mention this because my edition (which isn’t even complete!) is nine hundred and sixty-two pages long. I will still be reading it next month. I will still be reading it next year. I will always be reading the Shahnameh. I will always have been reading the Shahnameh. O_O

But on to the things I finished this past month . . .

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In Quest of the Work-Life Balance Unicorn

Ironically, my intended final post for this informal series — the one where I talk about reducing the burden on myself and taking some time off — got delayed nearly three weeks because, um, I was too busy.

So if you’re wondering how that “work-life balance” thing is going for me now, the answer is apparently “still very much a work in progress.”

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(Almost) Called to Serve

For the first time in my life, I had to report for jury duty recently.

Up until I was twenty-eight, I was excused on account of being a student. After that, I lucked out: on the occasions when I was sent a summons, I wound up not having to report in. But this year, the bullet I’ve been dodging for fifteen years finally hit me.

And oh, was it very nearly a doozy.

The case in question was a murder trial, and projected to run for seven weeks — from now into early December. The judge kept optimistically saying they hoped to conclude it more quickly, but given that they also projected testimony to start today and in fact were still wrestling with jury selection when that date rolled around, I wouldn’t put a lot of stock in that hope.

So yeah: on Tuesday I reported in, sat around for a while, got sent up to a courtroom, filled out a form, and went home, for two and a half hours total. Thursday I was back in the afternoon for the start of voir dire, as the judge began questioning the initial pack of potential jurors. We didn’t even get as far as the bit where the prosecuting and defending attorneys asked their questions until Friday, which was an all-day affair that saw eleven of the initial twenty-two dismissed and replaced by a new set who then had to go through the whole process again. Late this morning they finally swore in twelve seated jurors and then started on the alternates . . . and mine was the first name called.

Five minutes later, I was out the door.

Why? Because of my sleep schedule. Since I started writing full time, I’ve been free to shift to my natural schedule, which has me going to bed circa 3 a.m. and waking up at 11. I’ve been on that schedule for fifteen years now. If I want to go to sleep earlier, I have to drug myself, and then when I get up I am definitely not firing on all cylinders: if I have a morning flight and I’m trying to stay awake in the boarding area, I might have to read a paragraph several times before the words actually stick in my brain. I didn’t even have to get to the part where I was planning to say “if I were on trial for murder, I would not want someone like me for a juror” before the judge dismissed me for reasons of hardship.

I honestly expected I’d meet with more resistance than that. It is entirely possible I am diagnosable with delayed sleep phase disorder, but since I haven’t actually been diagnosed, I didn’t know how much sympathy I’d get from the judge. And if I were empaneled, I would certainly have done my best — god knows I am in other respects ideally suited to being stuck in a trial for seven weeks, because I have a life that can accommodate that kind of disruption. But a scenario where I have to sit quietly and pay attention to something, with no ability to talk or move around or be out in the sun or anything else that helps keep me alert when I’m up at a bad hour . . . yeah. I would not have felt great about my ability to pay attention to and evaluate evidence about whether the defendant murdered someone.

There’s a tiny part of me that regrets this. In the future I’ll know that I can at least attempt to claim hardship on Day One — I didn’t try because the judge didn’t list “you work a night shift” as a valid reason — but while I wasn’t super glad to spend multiple days in the courthouse listening to other prospective jurors be questioned, this was my first look at the actual process of selection and voir dire. Partly to keep myself awake, I took copious notes on procedure and what sorts of questions jurors were asked, and a part of me would have been fascinated to see a real-life murder trial (as opposed to the . . . less than accurate depictions we get from TV and movies).

But that fascination would not have been able to keep me focused for the first couple hours of testimony. And so, to the relief of all involved, I will not be spending the next seven weeks as Alternate Juror #1.